Broken Apologies

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Me, apologizing and finally ready to move on some from this depression

I will not apologize for who I am.

But I will apologize for what I’ve done
I’ve hurt so many
And never felt a thing
I’ve hurt myself
And now I feel the pain.
It makes me twinge, makes me cry
Cuz they’ve cried for me, for me? But why?
Because they care
I couldn’t see it, but she was always there
To be a friend
Maybe more
But in the end
The one I adore
Shall not be named
The wishes I’ve maimed
Anger left untamed
Thoughts running free
Why can’t I just be?
I made them cry and for that I’m sorry
I made them sad and I never meant to
But I did not make you love me
How could I when I barely love me?
Confusions sets in as I push away
Weird, crazy, random, scary
I’m sorry for what I do
But I’m not sorry I am this way


Submitted: January 04, 2010

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aww this is really emotional,
I lovvee iitt :)

Thu, January 7th, 2010 12:53am

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Gracias (:

Thu, January 7th, 2010 11:52am

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