Irrevocable Force

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just a thought in my head. rambling

Submitted: August 20, 2011

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Submitted: August 20, 2011

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When you first meet someone that you will love in my case I feel it like a hunger. At first it feels like a lust and an obsession. The people I have fallen in love with in my life have always been people I've admired from a distance at first. The first love of my life I met two years prior to the beginning of our relationship. When I first met her my eyes became wide and I was intriuged by constant pull of my eyes to her. It was a small and short lived meeting that did not re occur for years but, I never forget how perfectly imperfect this young woman was to me. I never forgot her and at times I would wonder how her life was going for no real reason.
Years later fate brought us together and our next meeting I knew I would fall in love with her whether I should or should not. I was drawn to her and became bold. Even from across the room I could feel her and scenarios played through my head. I wanted nothing more than to be in her arms with her lips lightly skimming my skin.
The first kiss was like a euphoria I had never known, so lost in a moment that the world could end and I would not have noticed. Eyes locked in an intensity. For a short time I thought it could just be lust but, as time continued and our meetings became more regular I knew it couldn't be. With my personality in consideration, my perfectionist superior attitude, I saw past anything that normally would bother me an saw her as absolute perfection. I smiled at things that would normally annoy me and wanted to do things for her I would never for anyone else lift a finger for.
Before I met her I lived only for myself and my life was dedicated to my career and to my leisure, PERIOD. Friends came first no matter the situation and broads came last. I was not looking for love, dedication, comfort, and security. Like a tidal wave she swept in and washed away my mind set of needing anything but myself and opened me to the idea of taking a leap. I am also not one to chase anyone and I only like to be chased but, I chased her to the end until I finally got her as my own. She is my beloved.

Love can change you into exactly what you need. It can give you a motivation you have never known be it for a person or a passion. It roots inside of your soul as an irrevocable force bent on it's target. You can't run from or stop love you can only ride the roller coaster of it. Enjoy the ride. Trust the fall.

 


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