Two Years Gone

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
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During high school, I had my high school sweet heart.I truly fell in love but he hurt me.. very deep. Since then I have not felt like myself. I've tried to move on with my life, but its been hard. Maybe it's because we never really talked about it, and lately I've been wanting to message him and tell him how much he hurt me to the point where I hated myself so much, and tell him how I cry every night for that.

Submitted: June 25, 2014

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Over and over it passes through my head. Should I try reaching out to you? Maybe give you a second chance. Maybe we can be friends. Maybe I can forget everything and start all over. But I am forgetting it is me.. the unforgivable cold hearted monster. I wish I could tell you how I feel. You hurt me like no other soul could. Every night I remember those two years I lost and waisted. After two years I still continue to try and understand what happened. I was so strong never letting anyone run through me, never letting anyone hurt me, never letting anyone put me down with their expressions. Somehow you found a way to take my soft, loving, careless side out. And you did it so well that you crushed me. Slowly I melted like ice in the hot sun. I don't think I will every truly understand what I ever felt nor what truly happened between us. I dont think I will ever truly understand Who was at fault and who was not. I don't think I will ever truly understand if it really happened like I see it or if I'm just trying to cover for my mistakes. People say I need to move on, I say I have, but no matter how hard I try I always go back to those two years... Two Years I wish I could take back.


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