I Love You Mom, && I Don't Know Why

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This is to you, dearest mother..

Submitted: November 05, 2012

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Submitted: November 05, 2012



I will look back at you..

But only in hopes that I can compare you to the monster that you were.

I will try to forgive-

But how can I forgive a mother that never even wanted me?


I question your so-called-"God"..

Because he's never been here for me any way.

You were going to give me up..

Only because I was of another man's blood.


How could you do that to me?..

How could you give up your second child?

I love you mom-

But the secrets you've kept from me have torn me apart.


I hate looking in the mirror,

Because everyday I feel I look more like youu.

I hate being your reflection,

Being compared to you.


But mother dearest,

You mean so much to me.

Please don't cry..

Please don't weep. 


You never understood how much I needed you..

And now that I don't,

You try to let yourself back in.

How can you be so heartless?


If I let you back into my life,

You'd only tear me apart again

And regret my life. 

I love you mom, and I don't know why.

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