The New Year with New Problems

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just feel like writing.

Submitted: January 01, 2010

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Submitted: January 01, 2010

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On to the new year with a whole new outlook on life.  Patience is something I continue to perfect.  I quest for my first love but as of yet I still come up empty handed.  Having success at school for once I actually want to make it through this year and I think it is able to happen.  I struggled with my attendence at first.  I tried acid for the first time.  It is only a one time thing for me but going into an arts career and acting you kind of have to live life to be able to truly act.  Second semester is creeping up quick.  I am hopeful that I can get the money to pay for it but as of now I do not have the 9k for school.  I have until the end of January.  I guess writing about my own life is a bit self indulgent and narcisistic but I just put it out there incase anyone wants to know.  We have a monologue presentation coming up infront of agents and casting directors ect.  I am excited and hope that if I can not afford the second semester that I can knock some people off there feet.  Some of my new observations of the world are that energy positive and negative will always find you.  You must accept the energy that is given to you and convert it for your own use.  Whatever oppertunities spring up all tend to have some meaning in life.  Even if you do not understand there purpose at this recent moment in your life.  Looking back you will find that your whole life changed because of something that you thought was unfortunate at the time.  When I was fired from Wal-Mart I thought it was a bad thing.  It lead to me doing a play.  Which than lead me to go to school in New York City.  Then whatever comes from it regardless of if I get the money for school or not or I even nail my "auditions."  I know that some how it is allright and that it is just a part of my journey that I must take to grow more until I am ready for what comes next.  I have learned that maybe I am not as wise as I once thought I was.  I am fine with that knowledge though because in turn by knowing that it actually makes me wiser as wierd as that sounds.  I try to learn from as many people as I can.  I find teachers in everyday people and learn lessons of life through them in an essence.  I wish all my fans the best of luck with their own dreams, while I continue to persue my own.


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