Judging Within

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Gay and Lesbian  |  House: Booksie Classic
THIS IS A POEM EXPRESSING MY EXPERIENCE BEING A LESBIAN LIVING A LIE.

Submitted: November 14, 2011

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Submitted: November 14, 2011

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LIES, LIES, LIES

JUDGE ME ON MY LIFE, AND MY STORY HAS LIES.

FROM CHILDHOOD TO PRESENT, I AM BITTER WITH CRIES FOR HELP.

I AM IN THIS CONFLICTED SITUATION OF BEING MANY DIFFERENT CHARACTERS.

LIES OF WHO I AM, A LESBIAN, ASHAMES, IN HIDING, CAUTIOUS, CLOSED.

I USED TO HAVE A RAY OF LIGHTBEAMING THROUGH ME

NOW, I AM SLOWLY DIMINISHING INTO THEDARKHOLW, SUCKED IN LIKE A STAR THAT JUST DIED IN THE UNIVERSE.

YOU MY LOVE HAVE BROUGHT MEHERE.

SACRIFICE, HEARTACHE, WAITING, HOPING, PRAYING, CRYING, PAIN.

THOSE BATTLED EMOTIONS AGAINST LOVE, LAUGHTER, COMFORT, SAFETY, MAGIC, CALMNESS.

A HARD BATTLE THAT ISTIRESOME.

OHLIES! LET ME SNAP OUT IF THIS EMPTY WORLD.

LET ME FEEL AGAIN AND SHINE AGAIN.

LIES...THEY ARE EVERYWHERE. EVEN IF I ESCAPE YOU MY LOVE, I STILL LIE TO MYSELF.

MY LIFELESS LYING LIFE. LIBERATE ME TO SOMEPLACE I CAN FIND TRUTH AGAIN.

BY: M.A.D.

11/13/11


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