I dont want to be here right now

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
Wanting to give up. Screaming out for help. No ones there to show me. Being tested and never passing

Submitted: July 16, 2012

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Submitted: July 16, 2012



I cry with no tears, a cry only I can here. I look happy but the smile is fake. I am truely scared. Standing as tall as I can facing this, I want to turn back but now I can't. My path gets dark and cold. I can no longer breathe. I go for hours with no air. I need to pass this time is what I tell my self. I pause and panic. Now I am drowning. Trying to hold on to everything left, that I can. Staying brave but still nothing, nothing but a need to try again. People ask me why not just give up, I never pass. Then I see it's not the people tell me to give up, it's me. I fight with my self. I tell my self I going to be the best. So I try one more time after loosing twice. I pull my self together enough to pass, but do I realy pass, I cry with a tear.

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