My Daily Tears "Trouble"

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
it just feels like a big hole of emptiness

Submitted: December 11, 2013

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12/11/13

8:47 am

Dear Tears, 

I know why you are shedding today, you feel as if the world is crashing down on you. But yet, you are still  pushing through every chance you get. You don't want this anymore. You basically just want end the pain that makes you swell. Nothing good is coming for the near future you can already see that. You don't want time to go by any faster, and you wish time would stop in it's tracks, because you don't want to see what comes next. You don't know what to do. You don't know what to expect. Surely, your gonna shed alot.... you don't want to stay in the same spot you are. You just want to shed and shed somewhere in a place that nobody but the one person that comforts you knows. Your afraid of making a big change in your life, for the better or worse. You know your eyes right now are going through alot. You want....NO! YOU NEED help. You wish somebody could come up to you and tell you exactly what you want to hear at the moment, and I know you want me to do the same. But I'm sorry, I can't, and I know you will forgive me. You just wanted full honesty and truth. Well, I'm giving it to you. The most I can do right now is wipe your tears, and stand you back up on your two feet. You want those words, "Everything's going to be alright," to be said. Well, right now, I don't even know anymore. I wish you the best in whatever decision you come down to. I know the decision you want will result in you never shedding again. But hopefully, you choose better. 

 

If you understood any of this. Please comment what you think they are thinking and what their decision is. I really want to know if people have ever understood the way i have felt. .....and yes it is based on me.


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