I'm sorry I'm not good enough..

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Basically just emotions of mine all mixed together. Saddnest, anger, love, ect...

Submitted: November 04, 2014

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Submitted: November 04, 2014



I’m not good enough…


Everything I do,

it feels like i disappoint you…

I can’t get anything right,

I can’t find the light…

When I look at you,

You seem to have the blues…

Do i not make you happy?

Why are you this sad?

I thought you were happy with me..?

I’m happy with you.

I’m sorry I have not met your standards

to being a perfect girlfriend

i try my best,

but it seems to make a mess…

I’m sorry that i could never be perfect

I’m sorry you had to deal with me

I’m sorry for being me

I’m sorry for everything…

Everyday is a constant battle,

Wondering if you still love me

or not…

everyday i worry

everyday i have depression

Can you handle me?

my mistakes?

my depression?

my anxiety?

my worries?

my scars?

my past?

i’m sorry i’ve been hidden lately..

but i’m awful just to see

because i like the shadows

and they like me

i like to stay hidden

so you don’t see

this monster that lies behind

this skin and flesh version of me

I’m sorry that this is so long

I’m sorry that I never told you what’s wrong

but now I’m too far deep

for anyone to save me

My mind is too dark to see

so I’ve let my demons lead

my mind is messed up

you couldn't save me anyway…

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