My Blackhole

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
All the lie hidden behind false smiles
The voices overpowering me
Creeping it's way inside my head
I don't like feeling this way 
I can't help it, I can't stop it 

Submitted: June 04, 2012

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All the lie hidden behind false smiles The voices overpowering me Creeping it's way inside my head I don't like feeling this way  I can't help it, I can't stop it . Somedays I thought I was fine  The voices didn't come  It was laughter and smiles  And then just when I'm happy  The voice sneaks back in pulling me into a black hole Again  Somedays I wonder when will my life begin.

I sit on my bed, As the blade glints in my hand  The voice saying Do it Do it you will feel better  The radio almost thumps to the beat of my heart  It beats faster and faster my head starts to hurt. 

Now that your bleeding, you stare at the celling  It all fades away  The voices are happy with there deed The only noise I here now are screams of my mother  and sirens outside 

I close my eyes to shut out the world  Who would have thought such a dangerous thing  Could give so much peace 

I don't feel pain anymore,I feel so free  The only thought that plays  Will they forgive me 


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