Torn in Two

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I just wrote this. Sorry its a little depressing but this is really happening to me and I just needed to tell someone but I have no one to turn to.

Submitted: June 23, 2010

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Why does life have to be so hard?

Torn in Two?

I feel my life crashing down around me.

Like it is blowing up in my face.

Two guys, Two different personalities,

One huge descion.

I cant stop thinking about either of them.

Always on my mind.

One is kind and sweet. I've known him the longest. He cares about me and remembers the little things. 

The type of guy your parents would like.

The other one is kind and does things only you like. The one that just came into my life. 

He needs me. He loves me and I love him.

They both live far away and both care for me. I go to bed thinking about them

and wake up wishing I was with them.

I want to be cared for by both of them.

but I don't know what I sould do.

The both cheated on me.

The first one cheated on me twice.

But i forgave them.

I need them.

Or do I?

Maybe I am just feeling lonely.

My real dad left a long time ago

and was a drunken ass hole.

My real mom works noon to close shifts

which can last to 11 some times.

Her new boyfriend/ fiance is an ass

and only cares that i get good grades.

He just wants someone to be proud of cause

his first kinds with a different wife didn't turn out so well.

I care about both of them but

I don't know what to do.

Does Life realy have to be this hard or

am i just doing something wrong?


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