What is crazy

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How do you describe crazy?

Submitted: August 07, 2012

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' being crazy is not something I would of wanted, growing up alone and being haunted, so alone and imperfect I hardly knew what to do, being told I need help or am I totally screwed, I really do imagine I'm going out of my mind, is there anyone like me or is everyone blind? , trapped in four walls wanting to get out, voices in my head, and I just want to shout, I didn't ask to be crazy is any way, I stare at the ceiling there I just lay, thoughts running around in my head, I open my eyes I see streaks of red. ' As minutes pass I think what went wrong, so confused it makes my week so so long, by the time I was eating from the floor, I realised there really wasn't a cure, taking my pills atleast ten times a day they really wasn't working but this was the way, the pills make my hea spin around and then stop, making me jump up and down but then again I just drop, hoping I can be like everyone else one day, but is this going to be the way, I pull out my hair and bite my finger nails, I cry myself to sleep as my life slowly fails. I walk around watching people stare at me, I stumbled to the floor onto my knees, all these busy streets with blank faces, everyone seems normal, at there own paces, do I really belong here what is stopping the thought, of running to the top of a cliff and going from zero to naught. So look at this girl she is broken and bruised, hurting inside with all her memories removed, being normal is just some sort of fantasy i know, and nobody can help me from feeling this low, I miss the times i could butter my own bread, i cannot stop thinking what is going on in my head.


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