More Than This; A Larry One Shot.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fan Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson are best friends, but is there more then meets the eyes with these two? If you ship Larry this is definitely a story for you.

Submitted: June 11, 2012

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I'll never forget the day he was taken away from me, the feeling that shot from head to toe, the emptiness that filled my entire body, the heartbreak.

It was August 17th 2012 and we were in the middle of recording our second album. We were all very happy with the way the album was turning out and we couldn't wait for it to be finished so we could release it to our fans. We had finished early for the day so Harry and I decided to go back to the apartment we both shared together and watch a few movies.

As we watched Love actually, one of Harry's favorite movies, I watched as his laughter filled the apartment, his smile showing off the cutest dimple. Every time he watched this movie, is like the first time, every time. I studied his face, taking in every line, every spot. I watched as he flicked his hair out of his beautiful green eyes and concentrated on the movie, not wanting to miss a thing.
I always loved Harry, he was an amazing friend. Always there for everyone, always joking around and making everyone laugh. But in this moment I knew that I was in love with him. I could feel the warmth of his body against mine as he sat next to me, sending shivers down my spine.

I wish I could tell him how I felt. But I knew he didn't feel the same way. I guess i kind of had to just accept the fact that we will only just ever be best friends and although that hurt a lot, i knew it was better than not having him in my life at all.

"BANG!" I sat up in an instance looking down to see the remote had fallen off the white leather couch that it had been sitting on, onto the dark brown wooden floorboards. I look over to see Harry fast asleep, curled up pressed against my body. He looked so peaceful and I didn't want to wake him, but I needed to pee and Harry was laying on top of me almost.
"Harry!" i said loudly, shaking his body. "You need to sit up, i need to pee". He sat up looking at me "Sorry" he smiled. "I must have fallen asleep during Grease". I smiled back at him and got up to pee

A couple of hours later, I was in my room and Harry had gone for a walk. I'm not sure why, he seemed fine when he left, but he only ever goes for a walk when something is bothering him. But I let him go anyway. I wish I has of stopped him, i wish I had of known that, that was the last time i'd see him. Instead, i went to sleep. What a stupid mistake that was. The last thing I said to him was "Promise me you'll be safe" to which he replied "I promise".

Harry's POV.

I always loved to walk, to try and clear my head. I tried so hard to hide my true feeling and act like i'm okay, but I’m really not. I loved Louis so much and I could never tell him. I knew he would ever feel the same way. The only person, who knew how I felt about Lou, was Liam. He was the only one I could talk to about this with. Normally I told Lou everything, but I couldn't tell him this. But after talking to Liam for half an hour about how he thinks I should tell him, I decided I finally would. I couldn't do it in person, so I decided to call him, make it easier for me, and if he didn’t react well to it, I’d just go to Liam’s.

It rung out and continued onto the message bank. "Please leave a message after the tone" the message bank said, and then I nervously began to let my feelings out. "Hey Lou Lou, its Haz. I know this may come as A bit of a shock to you, trust me, it came as a shock to me, But I uh.. I Love you.. I'm utterly and totally in love with you. I've been too scared to tell you. I wasn't sure how'd you'd react and how you felt back. You are the most loving, kind and beautiful person I know. I can't deal with not being able to call you mine. It kills me inside. I love you so much Lou."

Louis' POV.

I woke up after having a short nap. I loved naps; I always woke up feeling so refreshed, no matter how short it was. I reached over and grabbed my phone off the side draws beside my bed. There was three messages in my inbox.

Inbox;

Daddy Liam.
"Boo bear I think u should speak to Haz. I'm not going to say y, but I think he really needs u x"

Nialler.
"dude we should go get nandoz nw. im so hungry."

Voicemail.
"You have 1 new voicemail. Please dial 123 to listen."

What did Liam mean? What was wrong with Harry? I really need to get a hold of him.
And Nialler, always hungry, always thinking with his stomach.
1 New Voice mail... Maybe that’s from Harry!

I quickly called up my voicemail and listen to the voicemail. I hung up shocked. Haz Loves me? my heart was beating really fast. I can't believe it. He actually loves me. I pick up my phone and go to call him back straight away, but just as I was about to my phone started ringing, not bothering to see who it was calling I answered "Harry! Is that you?".
And that is when my world came crashing down. "Louis its Liam, you need to get to the hospital right now. Harry has been in an accident." he said trying to hold back tears. "WHAT?!? Is he okay? How can this happen to him!" I Yelled.
 

"Calm down Lou and get down here as fast as you can!" Liam said eagerly hanging up the phone.
I couldn't believe what I had just been told, I was in total shock. I got up at once, grabbed my keys off the kitchen table, and ran out the door and into my car.

Once at the hospital I ran inside. "Oh good Lou you're here!" Zayn yelled as he ran up to hug me. I held on for what seemed like forever but in reality was only a few seconds. "Where is Harry?! What happened?" I said starting to panic, looking around the room trying to find any indication that he was there and he was okay.

"Lou, you need to calm down" Liam said as calmly as he could. "Harry is in that room" he said pointing towards a big white door. "They won’t let us in to see him just yet. He was hit by a car outside my house. I ran out and got to him as fast as I could after I hurt it all happen". "WHAT? Is he okay? is he going to be okay?" I cried. I could tell he was hurting, I could tell they were all hurting and as much as I wanted to be there for them, Harry needed me. I needed him. I clearly wasn't going to take no for an answer. No one was going to tell me I couldn't be there. When no one was looking I ran into the room where Harry was laying helplessly.

"HARRY" I yelled as I ran to his bedside. "Harry, please wake up!" I sobbed. "This isn't the end, please Harry! Please just wake up!". I grabbed onto his hand. It was cold and almost felt lifeless. he looked so helpless and fragile. It was hard seeing him like that. He didn't deserve it. He was normally so full of life and happy, but here he was just lying there, lifeless and with no emotion at all. I couldn't help but cry.

I sat there for no longer then 5 minutes before the boys came in.
"Lou, you can't be in here. They want us to wait for Harry's family to get here before anyone sees him" Niall softly said to me.
 "I can't leave him here alone, I can't leave his side. He needs me. I need him. Why did this happen to him? Why can't it be me in his place?" I sobbed.
Just then the doctors came in. I knew they were going to try and get me to leave, but I wouldn't have a bar of it.
 "I'm sorry sir, but you can't be in here" He said firmly but sincerely. "You'll need to wait outside with the rest of your friends until one of his family members arrives".
"There is no way I’m leaving his side. Harry needs me. He needs someone to be here, please just let me stay with him!" I beg.
"I'm sorr.." he began to say being interrupted by a voice I happily recognized
"Its okay Dr. langly. He can stay. I'm Harry's Mother." Anne said quietly with sadness in her face.
"As you please ma’am. I'll explain to you what’s happening with poor Harry here, if you'd like to step outside."
Harry's mum did just that, leaving me alone with Harry.

I sat by Harry’s bed studying every inch of his face. I'd done this before, but not to this depth. I didn't want to piss a single this about his face. Harry's mum then walked in, with tears falling down her cheeks. I jumped up at once and pulled her into a tight embrace. "Its not good Louis, not good at all." she cried into my shoulder. "I'm going to go call Harry's father and see how far away him and Gemma are" She said, leaving the room.
 

Holding Harry's hand I leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Please haz, please wake up! Please fight through for me.. I love you... I love you so much. I need you!" quietly sobbing, kissing Harrys hand.

"Beeeeep" I hear coming from the machine he was attached too. "PLEASE HARRY! YOU PROMISED ME WHEN YOU LEFT THIS MORNING! YOU PROMISED!" i screamed as the doctors ran into the room and pulled me out.

"Noooo!" I screamed "Harry needs me! Whats happening? Is he okay?"
"Sir you need to calm down and stay out of the room, we are doing all we can to save him. Please sit down and let us do our job" Dr Langly said, trying to calm me down.

Liam ran over and grabbed onto me trying to calm me down. He sat me down on the chair outside Harry's room and held onto me. I tried to get a hold of myself looking around at all the other boys, and Harry's family. Everyone was crying. I've never said the boys like this before, it was killing me. And what hurt most was the fact that the love of my life was in that room in front of me fighting for his life, and i can't be there for help him.
I sat there for what seemed like forever crying trying to process what was happening.

20 minutes later..

Dr. Langly walked out of Harry's room and by the look on his face what he was about to say next was not going to be good.
"I'm so sorry; we tried all that we could to save him. His injuries were far worse than we expected" he said sadly. "You may all go say your goodbyes"

On August 17th 2012, Harry Edward Styles passed away.
I couldn't begin to describe to you what I was feeling in that moment. I felt as though my who reason for living had been taken away from me. I felt as though my whole heart had shattered into a million pieces.

I spent the next few months away from everyone. I disappeared. I couldn't bare to be around anyone. Not even the rest of the boys.
I'd like to say that I eventually moved on from his death and that I eventually found it in me to be happy, but I can't.

On November 17th, exactly 3 months after Harry's death, after sitting at his grave for 2 hours, I ended my life. I couldn't be away from him any longer. My love for him is and always will be stronger than anything I’ve ever felt. I needed to be with him. And now I can be.  Now we can be together forever.

I love you Harry Styles, always have, always will.

 


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