Crimson Tears

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Painful longing of a tortured soul...wandering life after life searching for her beloved. Have to love Depeche Mode....wrote this back in 2006 while I listened to Sister of Night over and over and over again in a hotel room in Texas during a storm....the love in the heart for the unknown..is sometimes the most painful.

Submitted: October 24, 2013

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Crimson Tears

 

The heart knows what the soul feels....what the mind seeks....

True love.....the kind of love that transcends time....realities....worlds. The kind of love that binds hearts...souls... that even though life times pass....it is always remembered. I say this because I remember you. I ache for you my darling as I always do...as I always have. My tears are so painful they are crimson in color...the color of my bleeding heart. Why...why can I not have peace enough to have you for a whole life time...why...why must you always be taken from me? Is fate this cruel to us that it laughs at my tears.....the tears I cry for you. Or is it that our love is so pure....so rare...that others curse us for they want it for themselves...yet cannot have. My angel.....do you not hear me...do you not hear me calling your name as I wander this earth....searching for you....crying for you. Do you not see me in the crowds...my love...my face is smeared with crimson tears....for you. Can you not see how I ache for your soul to embrace me? Do you feel me? I reach out in the darkness...only to embrace the night...empty. The wolves....they cry....are they crying with me or is it their conspiracy laugh along with fate...mocking me....torturing us? I long for your touch, my skin hurts...it is your touch that shall heal me. I crave your love....it is my life force....thirst for your kiss....because of it I exist......feed me....I beg you...feed me your spirit...give me life....my angel. Lifetime after lifetime it is always the same....I find you, only for you to be taken from me....once again....ripped from my life....without reason...without cause....leaving me lying in the street in the wetness of my crimson tears. Another life time passes I search feverishly.... I find you....and you are taken...not mine to have. And so I wait.....watching....the love you share with another. Again...my trail of crimson tears stains the streets. She has your love...and yet when our eyes meet.....our hearts know.....what our souls feel...what our minds seek.....but again fate has other plans....so I travel again...another life...This pain my heart cannot take....my face remains stained from the tears. Wandering as always...restless through the lands...with no apparent direction...only the scent of your soul to follow and the ache of my soul to lead....how will I know I am where I am to be? I will know because at first sight....our souls will intertwine...and as we lay next to each other...finally...finally...we have peace...and sleep....will no longer be a fantasy...but our dreams will be as one...our movements in unison...a beautiful erotic dance...of our souls. My body cannot go on....spent from my journeys....devoured by pain.....yet consumed by you, my beloved. Time after time...life after life...my heart knows what my soul feels...what my mind seeks. Come to me my love....come to me so that your kiss may quench my thirst....come to me my darling so that your touch will heal my desire....and your love will awaken me....my precious...come to me...wake me from my hell....save me....what you have the power to awaken..no one...not anything can put back to sleep....and you, my love..my darling..it is you...I shall forever live through..I am yours...I am yours........wipe my crimson tears away....give me peace...stay with me....I would beg you. Come to me my love....come to me....


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