the war inside my head

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: inside the broken heart
the war you have with yourself for the fight of happiness

Submitted: November 08, 2016

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Submitted: November 08, 2016



can't stop the tears from falling

once i'm already crying

soon enough i fake smiling

cause inside i'm really dying

the pain in my head i feel

i know i'm not well

the voices in my head screaming at me

all the faces i see

years and years of pain and regret

i know they're already set

ready to attack when i'm finally strong

all they do is bring me down

the pain will never go away

think there here to stay

i fight each day every night

look in my head you'll see a sight

i'm a warrior of this war

that's why i'm always sore

afraid to love afraid to trust

cause of my parents thats a must

always left always abandoned

they left me now im stranded

i get up and i just fall

so i guess ill just crawl

the lies im always told

leaves me nothing but cold

i try so hard to be wanted

but in the end im always forgotten

all i want is a real smile

ever since i was a child

but i know i can't give in

cause in the end i have to win

<3 bella lynn

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