I'm So Sorry

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Fantasy  |  House: Booksie Classic

Sometimes people you love are taken away from you. And sometimes your suffering has more effect on the ones you love than on yourself.
This is dedicated to my friends who have suffered through both.

Sometimes I feel so alive only because I'm numb

Sometimes I feel so hopeless and wish I were numb

Either way, I always try to convince myself I'm happy

When I'm not

 

I loved glass

I loved needles

I loved windows and metal water

They know why I did

 

I wish I could sleep forever

I wish I won't wake up

I wish that I could dream forever

Or just stay in slumber

And not have to face reality

Never again

 

I told them

Many times they tried to stop me

Every time they did

I wish they didn't

Why didn't they just stay away?

 

I am arguing with myself

Or, at least, I think it's myself

Is it me?

I don't know who I am

 

Do they know who I am

They must've because they knew

Exactly when and where to find me

I was so close this time

 

I wish I could do it

Get away from them long enough to follow through

I'm sorry

To you, those who I'm talking about

Talking to

I want to take myself away from you

 

I'm so sorry

 

But it's true

I can't wait to leave

I probably won't go home

I probably won't see him; Jack

Probably never again

I want to

 

I'm sorry

I want to go

But I can't

They won't let me

I'm stuck

 

Trapped by love


Submitted: April 05, 2012

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HeartBr0ken

Sadly many teens have to go through this. -_- Liked it!

Tue, April 24th, 2012 7:34pm

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Yeah, so sad :( thank you lots for reading :)

Tue, April 24th, 2012 7:14pm

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