Committed to The Nothing

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is the story of Emma Gibson, a young abused girl who finds herself in a mental ward after trying to commit suicide. Along er way she questions everything and makes friends with the Bad boy with heart Spike. This story follows everyone trying to find their place and return to the real world yet Emma ends up only falling deeper to dreams.

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Committed to The Nothing

Submitted: September 19, 2011

The story of a Young abused girl who finds herself in a mental home, making friends with a young man she finds the courage to free herself, only to doom herself further Read Chapter


Submitted: September 19, 2011

  I awoke in a strange room, the white plaster roof was lit by sunlight, the walls were a beige mud brick I guess you could call... Read Chapter


Submitted: September 20, 2011

I woke up gasping, my shirt clung to my sweaty body, I groaned as I rested my head back the uncomfortable squelching air sound coming fro... Read Chapter

Happy Lie

Submitted: September 21, 2011

Do you know what it’s like when you have no one to trust?  No one you can really talk to?  The world is out to get me as I wo... Read Chapter

Soul of Art

Submitted: September 21, 2011

We all sat in art class, the teacher we had was a hoot, she was maybe in her early 20’s, she was short thin with a sharp nose, huge wid... Read Chapter

Micky and Jase

Submitted: September 22, 2011

The next morning was like every other morning, I woke up, refused to have a shower, bashfully got dressed, had breakfast then sat for mor... Read Chapter

Home Freaky Home

Submitted: September 23, 2011

Now I have some theories on life, my week in the hell hole has made me see things differently; everyone alive is a fucking cheat and liar... Read Chapter

Set Free

Submitted: September 24, 2011

2 months! Can you believe it, I have been in this fucking place for 2 WHOLE MONTHS!Jas also was bad, she had found more pills when she ha... Read Chapter

Oh No

Submitted: September 25, 2011

Well things are looking up. Musical therapy is been considered after our performance yesterday, today we get to go for ice cream then we ... Read Chapter

Out of mind

Submitted: September 25, 2011

“I ask you again miss Gibson what do you know relating to the burning of mister Westlake’s car” the harsh policeman’s voice rung ... Read Chapter


Submitted: September 25, 2011

I woke up blank, all I knew is my head hurt like hell since yesterday, as did most of my body.As I rose still blind I felt a firm hand pu... Read Chapter

Drowning in a Nice Day

Submitted: September 26, 2011

Again my life was a mess, my world a pit of unending chaos.  Emotions like guilt, rage and sorrow consumed my thoughts yet I felt no... Read Chapter

Fire to Set Free

Submitted: September 26, 2011

Birdy shook holding the gun she shouldn’t have.  Her eyes brimmed with tears as her mouth bleed from the beating she had received.... Read Chapter

Ticket for Two

Submitted: September 27, 2011

It was 2:00pm when the alarms blared, the smell of thick smoke and the sound of screaming brought me little joy, I however had a rush of ... Read Chapter

The Close

Submitted: September 28, 2011

The bus rattled on as Birdy and I took some seats near the front, our guitars both sat in front of us, Birdy seemed exhilarated to be fre... Read Chapter

Adam's Song

Submitted: September 29, 2011

I woke up slowly; my shoulder had wraps on it.  As I moved I noticed my arm in a cast, I tried to move my wrist a tearing shot of pa... Read Chapter

The End?

Submitted: September 29, 2011

“I can’t” I said simply my eyes were wide on Spike, his arm was around Jas’ shoulder, his eyes however were burning into mine. I ... Read Chapter

Alone and Blind

Submitted: September 30, 2011

I woke again in my bed at DARC. I wondered if my life had been a dream, I looked and saw my guitar was gone, there was a bullet necklace ... Read Chapter

Painting of War's Life

Submitted: October 04, 2011

I hugged my knees backing away from the staring wishing I could melt into the wall.  My saviour was the least expected. “Alrig... Read Chapter

Please Stop

Submitted: October 05, 2011

“Your forgot this” a comforting voice sang quietly, I groaned.This person was daring to wake me at 6:00am in the morning, my fight wi... Read Chapter


Submitted: October 05, 2011

“It’s just so not fair” Jas wailed as she stuffed more ice cream into her mouth.I sat next to her comforting her as I too shovelled... Read Chapter

Mind Changing.

Submitted: October 07, 2011

It had been three days. I wasted three days been sick as a dog with Adam sometimes sneaking into my room and others just standing outside... Read Chapter

Dream Screaming

Submitted: October 16, 2011

We sat in the plaster walled room with a whiteboard at the end behind me.  I sat closed to the door.  The desks for us were din... Read Chapter

Dreams Become Reality

Submitted: October 27, 2011

“Emma wake up” Adam’s hand was harshly shaking my shoulder, his voice worried.  I spun my eyes a few times then looked at Adam... Read Chapter

Thoughts and Emotion.

Submitted: November 09, 2011

It had been a week and still I held my silence.  Unbelievable right?  But truth be told I barely uttered a word unrelated to cl... Read Chapter

Ring RIng. Answer little lost birdy.

Submitted: November 11, 2011

“Adam!”  I squealed as he walked through the door grinning with a backpack slung lazily over his leather jacketed shoulder. ... Read Chapter

Raped Goodbyes

Submitted: November 11, 2011

2 months later   “And Drug lord Ian Darcing has been arrested today on a tip from his son, Spike Darcing” the news start... Read Chapter

Waking Arrest

Submitted: November 11, 2011

I spent the rest of the year in DARC, everyone moved on, new people flowed through.  Strangely Taylor was the only one to come back,... Read Chapter

The Door

Submitted: November 11, 2011

I lifted my hands to me head as the officer stood behind me.  He roughly yanked my arms behind my back I closed my eyes as I heard t... Read Chapter


Submitted: November 11, 2011

EXACTLY ONE YEAR LATER Taylor “No David the blue not the green” Taylor yelped as she walked. She wore a short black dress and... Read Chapter