loathe yourself

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is just how i i feel at times trying to better my own life by confessions in a way.

Submitted: September 10, 2012

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Submitted: September 10, 2012



Damn I’ve grown from a fashion of self-hatred, loathing and disgust

Hopefully won’t recognize the demeanor in his lusts

The heave spews up and then he jumps blindfolded

With an apple in his mouth a symbol of grown folk shit

He realizes he isn’t the quality of any given god he meets

And the apple of his eye rots along with the flesh and meat

Send em back to the alter for one last chance at gallantry

To chop his own neck for the sake in saving sanity

As he repeats

I have only done one good deed that I can remember

Indulgence in fine wine, hookers, and drug benders

I’m an insidious troll submerged underneath the underpass

Can’t even gather the muscle to charge a toll to gasp

I’ve watched love whither away because I threw it

Not because I wanted to but due to the fact I felt a nuisance

Im hopeless, God must love the vultures he tortured

cuz at least  they feed on putrid morsels unaffected

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