A Lesson Finally Learned

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is just something I've been feeling lately...me and my girlfriend just broke up recently...well, it's just something I have to let out....

Submitted: October 19, 2009

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I'm doing what I said I wouldn't do. I'm giving up.Enough is enough. I'm loosing it. I can't do this anymore. You might say I'm writing this for attention, or just to get sympathy, but you can think what you want. I really don't care anymore what anyone thinks. I'm tired. I'm tired of the fighting, all the times I tried so hard to make things work and you fought me each step of the way. This is it. You have to draw the line somewhere. I gave it my best shot, but that wasn't good enough. I don't think it was ever good enough. It wasn't good enough for you or any of our "friends." They said to dump me a long time ago. Perhaps they were right. I tried so hard; yet I still failed. Well I'm done trying. I'm done talking. I'm done with everything. "Hate me if you want to, love me if you can." I think that is the right way to go. I learned my lesson. Quit trying. It's best to just pick up the pieces, dust off your boots and keep on going. Thats what I'm doing now. I can't make you happy? I can't do anything right by you? Thats fine. Knock yourself out. I'm throwing in the towel. Say what you want. Everyone can simply say what they want. I don't care anymore. Let's not throw any punches while we're standing here toe-to-toe. Theres nothing left to fight about. I'm done talking to anyone. I'm done talking to you. My problems are my problems. Thats how it has to be, and thats how it will be. You have your mind made up, go for it. I can't stop you. I loved you with all my heart. I still do. I want to try and make things work. I want to be "us" again. It seems like you don't want to. I wonder if you ever did.....I think you quit on me. I know you quit on me. You gave up on me and all we had together. You're right. Thats the way to go. I'm trying to hang on to a life that doesn't want me. I think I finally decided that I don't want it either. I don't care if you're reading this. I don't care if you're mad at me right now. Go ahead, get mad. Hate me all you want. Like I said earlier.....knock yourself out. Break me in two. It's like a heavy-weight fight, nobody wins. Well, I'm throwing in the towel. I'm tired of this. I want to be with you. I truely and honestly do. You don't want to. You made it perfectly clear you don't want to.....Well, you gotta do what you gotta do. I'm giving up. I decided to quit trying. If you want to make things work between us, thats on you. I gave it my best shot. The offer is on the table. If you ever decide to take it, you no where I'm at. Enough is enough. I'm giving up......


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