Dislocation

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic
****WARNING CONTAINS STRONG ADULT CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN EXPLICIT SEX AND HORROR***

The first section of a much longer story more to follow soon




A stark and graphic account of the effects of morphine addiction and crippling pain.

The effect it has on your mental and physical state. That feeling of dislocation from reality and the world……….

The physical addiction to Sister Morphine who then rules your life.

A carnal and charnel hell with a fallen sister reduced to whoring herself to any addict she can find. She is a Femme Fatale of the most psychopathic kind. Led by her need for orgasm and the addiction to the rush of morphine and sex…….

****WARNING CONTAINS STRONG ADULT CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN EXPLICIT SEX AND HORROR***

Submitted: May 08, 2008

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Submitted: May 08, 2008

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Dis
Lo
cation
 
How can this be?
 
 I follow the instructions to the letter
 Read all the notes in the packet and do as I am told.
 
 
How can I still be in pain?
 
How can this be?
 
Still my body is screaming at me to do something
 
 
Instead I curl into a ball against the pain as I did so often as a child
 
 
My body tenses as another stab of pain
Engulfs it in a microcosm of agony
 
 
My blood pressure shoots sky high as I try not to scream
 
 
My body screaming for me instead
 
The morphine kicks in…….
 
A gentle haze envelops me
As a lover with sensual intent
My body numb to everything
My mind a void except when I’m giggling
 
The TV plays in the corner
I have no idea what show I’m watching
Could be the BBC news service or a cartoon
I don’t know and I don’t care
 
Someone speaks to me
I hear a sound from far away
I do not associate my name with me
Another person is inside my head
 
Another person is living inside me
Making decisions for me
Deciding how I live
Reckoning the scores
 
I stumble to the kitchen
Unsure of where I am going
Unsure of why I am in there
So decide to go to the bathroom instead
 
I think the TV show has changed
Trying to connect the sound with the random pictures
I am sure the news is bad
But I giggle anyway
 
Somewhere a phone is ringing
I wish someone would answer it
It cannot be for me
As I am not here anymore
 
Somewhere someone is laughing
What do they find funny?
They are not laughing at me
As I went out hours ago
I stumble when I get up
Someone has moved the floor again
Blasted cats under my feet I mutter
Or maybe it’s the squirrels
 
I stare blankly at the TV
Someone must be telling me something important
But I don’t know what it is
Are they talking to me?
 
For
This
Is
 
Dislocation
 
Again the pain is returning
I look at the time
Still 2 hours until I can fly again
Fuck it I have to drive
 
No medication and drive
Cannot endanger a life
My life insignificant
Except for the pain
 
Home safe again
Medication time
Flying
 
“For I’m as free as a bird now”
“And this bird you cannot change”
“Lord help me I can’t change”
 
Somewhere Lynrd Skynrd is playing
Ultimate guitar masturbation song
From a band that flew once too much
 
The silence is descending
A curtain veiled to embrace me
Sweet heroin envelope me
Sister Morphine comes to me
 
Make love to Sister Morphine
Unholy embrace in a sacred place
Sister I love thee
Sister you can save me
 
“Sweet home Alabama”
Think I am singing again
“Sing that dead bands song”
“Sweet home Alabama”
“Play it all night long”
 
Now I am confusing my songs
Never mind really they are both dead now
A werewolf and a southerner’s band
Both rebels yelling their defiance
 
Sister Morphine I embrace thee
Sister Morphine cum for me
Sister Morphine swallow me
Sister Morphine Fuck me
 
Sister Morphine open for me
Sister Morphine spread yourself wide
Sister Morphine my tongue inside you
Sister Morphine I taste your love
 
White noise is playing
Static outside or in my head
Vibrating the world
Shaking my reality
 
A dragon appears before me
I need to chase it fast
Too late
It has gone
 
Sister Morphine deep inside you
Sister Morphine holds me tight
Sister Morphine takes me deeper
Sister Morphine cum again
 
Sister Morphine push against me
Sister Morphine hold me tight
Sister Morphine I am writhing
Sister Morphine make me cum
 
Sulpher burns in the air
The Devil stands before me
Pills in his outstretched hand
I take them into mine
 
My face is screaming on everyone
My soul impaled on his pitchfork
My desire dark and carnal
My lust never sated
 
For
This
Is
 
Dislocation
 
Sister Morphine I push deep inside you
Sister Morphine you cum again
Sister Morphine I scream your name
Sister Morphine I cum inside you
 
Sister Morphine you fuck so well
Sister Morphine taste my love
Sister Morphine you are satin
Sister Morphine you are chrome
 
I am burning impaled and staked
My nakedness is shaming
My humiliation is complete
My cock is burning
 
I am condemned to hell
No cross for my fucked up soul
No Calvary hill
Just a Golgotha of putrid decay
 
The pain slams into me
Christ Jesus make it stop
Oh God please hear me
I repent my sins prostrate before thee
 
No more I am screaming
A silent howl escapes my soul
 
My mouth an obscene morass
My tongue deep in the putrid bile
I damn myself into eternity
I blaspheme my way into purgatory
 
The knife block is gleaming
The cleaver is laughing
The steak knives are dancing
 
Come on you fucking coward
You know you don’t have the balls
Cut it all out of you
Fuck em all no one cares for you shithead
 
Sister Morphine lies carnally upon the bed
Her hands between her legs spread wide
A dirty habit stained by original sin
Don’t fuck yourself fuck me instead
 
I want you inside me
I want to feel you deep in my pussy
Deep inside me cum inside me
Cum play with the fallen sister
 
Mother is standing before me
A cleaver in her hand
“What you gonna do shithead?”
 
 
The cleaver is in my hand
I know what I can do
This can all end today
Forever and ever Amen
 
The pain slams into me again
Relentless and unforgiving
Unstoppable and unyielding
Crippling and spastic
 
My face an ashen grey
The world dissected before my eyes
The universe contracts
God goes AFK
 
Sister Morphine is a whore
Sister Morphine fucks for anyone
Sister Morphine inside my head
Sister Morphine wants me dead
 


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