People stare at me then look away.--- Without a second though except go away.--- Treat me like I'm so damn worthless.--- The pain i feel is not worth this.---. I fight the anger and try to stand up. Slam back down and say I've had enough. Begin to cry. Wishing to die. My lifes a lie. And the knot i tie. Around my throat is too tight. I try to fight. The darkest night. Comes with a harsh fright. But i put forth my might. Then ask if the people are right. Am i a loser with no goals. Signing contracts that sell my soul. All in sight want me dead. Including the person in my head. Screaming loudly at myself. Wishing to be released from my hell. But fuck no im stuck here. Living day to day thanks to beer. My eyes are filled with tears. All my life I fought my fears. Don't know how i got here. Heading for a rock i try to steer. But of course slam into its rear. Start to bleed and see clear. Across the road i smear. Death comes to take me above this place. No longer will I be a disgrace. On my way to heaven like its a race. But after I take a billion paces. I start to see that heaven doesnt exist. Im just floating up toward the sun. Soon I'll get there to have fun. Closer and closer i start to bake. Then suddenly my teacher yells awake.
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