Talent Shows

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I wrote this to help get over my anxiety over the Talent show I'm going to do in a half hour or so...I hope to god this helps me.

Submitted: December 21, 2011

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Talent Shows at the High School...

They are rough...

"The reason why I didn't sign up for the talent show this year is because...people will make fun of you if you mess up..." my bestest friend Summer says to me on the bus. Which really doesn't help my nervousness...

I've never been as nervous about something like this I wasn't even this nervous at my 6th grade talent show...my voice shaking...my legs like Jell-o...it was a nightmare getting them to climb the last few steps to the stage.

I remember yelling at myself to do something on the stage so I won't get nervous. But as I started swaying I realized I must look ludircris so I made myself stop...but really...when I wasn't moving...I got more nervous...

What the Hell was going through my mind.

Right now...I feel I have failed myself because I didn't give my best possible performance...I had told myself things this morning so I wouldn't look like a fool...But now I feel since I didn't do those things...that I"m going to fail because I wasn't okay with my performance. I feel though I try to be so great...and when it doesn't seem to work out...I crumble to the floor feeling as though I can't do anything...

I'm nervous...but I'm also human.

I can't do something without there being some sort of fear...so I think...that maybe I should forget all my fears and focus on being my very best...

I just need to spread my wings and fly...

 


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