What If I.... Did.... What if I... Didn't

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
This poem is not solely about me but it expressing some feelings that I have

Submitted: January 24, 2015

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Submitted: January 24, 2015

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Ever wonder what happened if you didn't fuck up. If you would've made the right choice when it was in plain site. I know I have. Hell if I could go back there's a lot I would change. I mean I sit here alone wondering what if I wouldn't of acted the way I did. What if I would've treated some people right. Would I be happy today. Would I still be sitting here alone. I don't know. I wish I would've told some people how I felt and others what they are. I wish I wouldn't of shunned and ignored certain people because they would've been great to have in my life. I'm sorry to those people for not realizing that shutting people out won't help you get over certain situations. You don't know what I was going through when I shunned you guys. I can't explain it to you either. I don't want to make excuses any more though. I've had a million second chances with a lot of people, and blew my chances a million times over out of fear of what would happen next. Fear of commitment, fear of long term friendship, and fear that I'm not good enough. I guess the lesson I can learn from the regrets I have are pretty simple to solve. Don't fear the world in front of you, because you control your own destiny, and you control what happens next. ~Brendan Gaynor


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