This Is My World...

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
The bitterness you've caused me to have keeps me from some friendships because I don't want to listen about how much they care for their father, when you will never be here for me again.
It's true what people say, when someone is dead, they live on in your heart. You're dead to me -- sadly, though, not to the rest of the world -- and in my heart, you still hurt me. I still hear you screaming. Everyday I tell myself that I'm going to let go, but it'll never happen. I'll still hurt on my wedding day, even, when I have to walk down the way alone. I'll cry tears of joy, but I'll also be crying because I'll know that this isn't fair.

Submitted: November 25, 2011

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November 23, 2011.
Facebook status updates begin about what everyone is "thankful for"
I won't go online tomorrow.
There will be too much.

"I'm thankful for...
My father, he's my best friend.
It's odd, I know, but he understands me.
I can really talk to him about anything."

Depression sets in for me.
I don't want to read about it.
Although you may be happy, I'm not.
I have no father, if I did, I'd be dead.

 


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