What Happened My Love?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
When someone you once knew became somebody who knew nothing of you. This is a true story as well so please dont insult this as it still hurts a bit

Submitted: July 31, 2012

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When i first met that wonderful, beautiful and intelligent boy, he knew nothing of me but i knew everything that was to come between us both. Even his smile set me floating away like he was my heaven, he was always the one i would be looking at if i needed a smile on my face and i knew that he would give that smile to me. I spent my years wondering when was the time going to come that i get this boy but the funny thing is i always knew and so with that he became mine, his crazy little personality became something that attracted me only to him. Any other guys walking by and i would always be thinking about him, i always wondered if he was ever thinking about me but all in good time that will be known. 

 

We would never really spend much time together but when we did we had the best of times, he would always make me laugh with his random ways and i would always make him laugh but i never understood why. We would go on adventures too, always running and always fighting our way through things which was terrifying but at the same time it felt like it was meant to be. He sometimes got scared of what was to come but then i told him what my mother told me..."Never run when your scared, otherwise you will be running forever" and with that he would hardly get scared and his happiness made me happy. People used to think i was crazy trusting this boy with my life and always saying "You've only just met him, how could you trust him" and in reply i would always say "No, hes only just met me"...it would always leave them confused but our relationship was confusing to everyone.

 

Thing is i knew this relationship was dynamite from the start just waiting for the right time to blow me back and it did...so very hard. Now i hardly see him, maybe he has forgotten about me as i always predicted. I know where he lives but im so afraid to walk up to that door to be just turned away from the boy i once knew, or to see him with another lover and not even knowing what pain he has caused me. I long for the says to see him but i know that if i do will it ever be like the days we had before or would it just be...memories. It was such hard work to keep other people off him and i understand that everyone needs their freedom but he was such a fantastic boy, who wouldnt want claim him? 

 

I hated him sometimes, pure hatred like none i have ever felt before but i could never hold onto that hate because i knew everytime i got angry at him, it would only make me fall deeper in love with him everytime but unfortunately im the only the sinking and he is the one who is rising above it all. Feeling no pain or no remorse for what he is going to do to me and has already began doing, everything about him is so complicated and thats what makes our relationship complicated. Even i knew all this was to come but i still wouldnt change it for the world, i sometimes say to myself that i wish i never met that boy but i know i wouldnt be the person i am today. Sure it hurts, it kills me every time i think about him and i think about him every single day but i am grateful i ever got to meet such a wonderful boy and still live to tell the story in which i what i am doing every single chance i get. Our relationship wasnt a "lover" relationship though, it was more of a...flirtationship, we never became lovers but it felt like we were so much more. Now i am left with only memories and those memories have been the best ones i have ever experienced...and the best i will ever experience.

 

 


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