Why Can't I Be Happy

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
everyone alwaYS ENJOYD THERE lives but i dont understand how they can cuz all i see is sadness and hurt and pain i just wish i could be careless to i just don't understand why im so sad

Submitted: May 20, 2011

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Submitted: May 20, 2011



All i can do is cry and feel the pain and when i wish it away to no avail my wish is in vain

Everyone seems much happier then i and everyday that i see there happiness i feel the yearning inside

All i can do is seep deeper into my abyss of depression and can't anyone understand but in vain there is no comprehension

Everyone seems not to care and the way the can live with no thought of sad puts me deeper in pools of dispair

Someday i fear i may drown in sad and i have dreams that all was fine becuase finally i got my life drag

But no matter how i observe and try to act a can never ever be unsad

I study others behaviour but with no gain and all my depression makes a wall of creeping snapping flame

With heart and soul and essense and mind i can never leave my dispair behind

I yearn for the happy that others emit and i try to learn nt to be drabby but i can't and its hard to admitt

i wish that i could stop worrying abotu nothing and be happy like i can live for something

Movies and reality theycan be the same by comparison happiness and love they can both portray

With every minute that passes me by i wish to be happy or die anything but cry

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