I Don't F***in Care Anymore

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

I'm showing what goes on in my head every day and how I feel and that I don't give a sh** abut what you say.
My new moto is "Accept me for me... or get out of my f***in' face"
Luv y'all! *show kissy face*

It bothers me...

That you believe that I don't care when you insult me
That you believe me when I say I'm over someone when I'm TOTALLY not
That someone lies to me and laughs when I believe them
When I act like I'm fine when I'm not
When I don't have a shoulder to cry on when I need it
That my friends act like theres nothing they need to tell me when there is
When I use music or poetry to express my feelings...
and people think its another song or poem
When I try to hide my tears in the rain
That people think its right to bully me
When people ask I'm ok when I'm CLEARLY not
And what bothers me the most 
Is that when a person says they don't like me... 
can't give me a reason why
 
These are my true feelings
 
My true feelings are locked in a box and buried in my heart
Where the key is thrown away
No one can unlock that box no matter what you do
I haven't seen it in a long time
They have been replaced with fake ones
I can't tell whats real or not
I don't know if I want my true feelings to come back
They have been broken WAY too many times
If they come back now I'll just break... 
Into pieces like glass
 
Alone
 
I open my heart to someone
But they just push it away like its disgusting
If they gave a sh** they wouldn't do that
Cause I break and cry and become emotionless
The more I become heart broken the more I don't feel
Pain doesn't hurt anymore
I feel like a robot where I don't feel anything anymore
I have a metal amor to protect me from pain
And I feel safe
 
Take me away
 
I want to go to a place where I'm not judged
Where I can be like whatever I want
I'm the Queen and I have no requirements
I don't need to be nice to no one on no day
I can say what ever sh** I want
I can spell whatEVA way I want
I want to be taken to that world where I dont get sad
Where I don't cry saddness any more
That would be the day where I'm alone and free
Accept me for me
Or get out of my f*** face


Submitted: April 27, 2014

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