Betrayed by Myself

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
can you betray yourself? well people do lie on themselves, do you?

Submitted: November 24, 2015

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I was Betrayed by Myself I felt for him so deep to depths of my emotions That I lost sight It was like rebirth the re-incarnation My reason for breathing He was my Prince Charming

My heart skipped a beat (Heart) My feelings were too strong (Feelings) My eyes were like seeing an Angel (Eyes) My mind went crazy (Mind) My soul confirmed he’s the one (Soul)

I was betrayed by myself I chose to foul my own principles I said No! my heart said Yes! (Heart) Tried to suppress my feelings but they embarrassed me (Feelings) I couldn’t see any other man of my dreams but Him (Eyes) Always he was on my mind be studying, eating or singing (Mind) Nothing could replace him Always connecting (Soul) I was betrayed by myself

My heart, my feelings, my eyes, my mind and my soul Chose to have close meetings in a sacred place And the meeting was to deactivate my sixth sense, my intuition and destroy my conscious Bewitch my sanity Since I met him you see I couldn’t think straight anymore

My heart was weak, always forgave him My feelings always submitted to his touches My eyes seeing an angel My mind was crazy about him My soul……….(taking a deep breath)……. I was betrayed by myself I gave everything I had While I was visualizing my wedding have kids and family He was…… (Its hard crying) he’s dead I compromise my principles And he compromised mine I compromised my life And I was compromised to have HIV / AIDS I was betrayed by myself (crying bitterly)

I was betrayed by my own heart I was betrayed How do I love myself, when my organs love less of me? How could they go off against my will? Make fool out o me People betray people but not thyself My feelings were killed, I couldn’t feel that something was wrong How do I eradicate myself from this enemy? Where do I go for new heart new mind new soul? Where do I go for new me? Doctor my organs have become my enemies I was betrayed by myself.

Youth young people anyone listening reading Never compromise yourself Never compromise your principles You’re your own brand

I was betrayed by myself And I asked myself How can myself betray myself And I asked myself was I meant to be fooled? Born to be fooled My organs are the only channels were I connect with my ancestors Were I connect to myself

Who’s to be blamed? #Adam blamed Eve Love or God?

My ears so shut deaf I couldn’t even hear my true friend’s voices All I saw was witches trying to steal my soul mate

Now all am hearing is that “we told you” “We told you, you just never listened to me, to us” Those are the only sentiments I am responsible for my life CRYING LOUD AND LOUD CRYING BITTERLY SINGING A SONG OF LAMENTATION.


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