If you stay to see

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Her Husband how is alcoholic and abusive leaves her and she is recovering and doesn't want him back.And she doesn't tell him she pregnant,because she is afraid he'ill come back.And tell her lies and abuse her.

Submitted: July 22, 2014

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 IF YOU STAY TO SEE

 

The living room was painted shade of light blue and a pink flower.I wait for it to dry,while I drink my coffee.That you couldn't stand to see me drink.I clean the mess of a wonderful view,of a wonderful blue.If you stay to see you wouldn't be pleased.All your madness will shatter me.But I'm happy now at last,you left me a child.Who isn't in these world to breath.If you stay to see my belly grow you wouldn't be pleased.your madness will shatter me.So I paint alone in your office room,for my baby the I'm sure is a girl.I paint it blue.Becuse that was our favorite color we sheared.It took so long to finish her room.If you stay to see,you wouldn't be pleased.To see me drink a cup of water while watching TV about a world.Where couples fight every night about what they will never fix.But you left me a child that I'm sure is a girl.And you do not know that you left me a child,so I left it that way.I dreamed of you and your lies,that end you into fights.I am happy at last that you got a flight to your mothers house.Now who will you fill up with you lies,to make it it to a fight.Your mother knows you to good to fill her with your lies.But if you stay to see you child grow,I wonder if you would be pleased.But you would still bring your madness though might shatter me.So hope not to see you again,hope not to see you will.But if you stay to hold your daughter.You wouldn't change anything about your lies.you don't know you left me a child.You want with her,and left me alone,alone with a child.hope not to you see again,don't come soon,don't come blue.

Did I ever tell you what I wanted,it was to be happy.When you said I will always be their and take care of you.I did see hope.No you were never their,and didn't take care of me.Now I wonder if you ever loved me,or ever meet what you said to me.And I hope you heard your daughter cry.Even heard her laughing a laugh of a smile.At her mother smile,she only see you in a frame of you faking a smile.If you stay to see I think you bleed.A blood of madness,so I hope not to see you again.You asked me why I am letting go now.If I only let go long ago I would have save me a bruise on my eye.I just can seem to remember When you said you loved me with a smile that was true.But you said you love me when you hit me in the face and throw me on the floor aiming at the table to hit my head.You hit me back again,again,again,and again till I stared bleeding and was to weak.Then you told me you love me afterward so I won't leave you alone.That was the day I realize you where full of lies,And the I wonder if you even will be please to see my belly grow.Or maybe you will kill her in my belly by all your fight so I never told you.To keep my belly safe from all your punches and throws.

I made a garden with flowers,tree that grow fruits,and veggies just like you promise,but said you had no time for.I did everything you promise all alone.But I wonder if even quit your habits of drug,gambling,and sleeping with girls you only me for an hour.Because I heard you want to jail for a gambling for drugs that made your life silly and smelly.did even know it was stilling your life away one by one.If you quit you would have seen your daughter smiling at you.

I loved you but not any more.I love someone that know how to still a heart even though it came out of pain.It was my baby that I was sure it was a girl.I love her,and I wonder if you even would be pleased to see me dear.No you wouldn't because you will only fill me with lies and turn it into fights.And the living room was painted shade of light blue and a pink flower,just like you promise.I wait for it to dry,while I drink my coffee.That you couldn't stand to see me drink.I clean the mess of a wonderful view,of a wonderful blue.If you stay to see you wouldn't be pleased.All your madness will shatter me.But I'm happy now at last,you left me a child.While you had no clue,when you left to pack up to leave me alone.


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