hard hard addiction

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Literary Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: April 10, 2015

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The hardest thing about addiction is after. Long after all the withdrawl symptoms, when everything picks up and life becomes bareable. Yet, somehow you're at your lowest point, maybe the loss of a loved one or maybe you got fired from your job, almost anything can put your happiness down. All you can think about is how not to feel, and the only way you know how is to pick up that drink, cigarette, class a and c narcotic or perhaps even a blade.

How do you feel? Because we know you still can.

Drubk. High. Like you're on fire. However there's still one little thing, your problem has not been erased, its been tempermentally subsided, but its there alright. Now its laughing. How could you be so silly to think that THIS would go away!

We all have that little thing that we just cant get away from. Maybe its an ex, that someone you just cant resist, that person who prsuades you that they're different, that everything will be different. But its not.

...

Here i am, smashing everyone of my mothers favorite expensive glasses because if i dont break these, i know i will break my self.


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