Laying here lost in the thought in my mind.
Wishing I could leave the past behind.
Its always with me, stuck in my head.
Thinking back about all them mean things he said.
He never had anything good to say because I wasnt what he wanted me to be.
I wish I could have lived a better life but, because of him, Im living with flashbacks & strife.
Im sick of it all, I wish I would just break & fall.
No one wont help me because they see what he had made me to be.
A girl taht has nothing & thats not worth knowing.
Always feeling depressed, because I got myself in such a big mess.
So I guess I'll stay in the dark hiding in the corner until I fade because I know I cant be saved.
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