A Reason to Live

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

When your really confused about everything so you just grab a pen and paper and write absolutly everything that comes into your head and all of a sudden the world starts making sense.

 

It was perfect it was clean it was absolutely stunning but then i told a lie and got found out they were disappointed i was disappointed in myself my life was coming to an ends unravelling like a wound piece of string and your the reason im standing here today the reason im still here if it weren't for you i wouldn't be trust me on that that knife was so close or more correctly i was so close to that knife so thankyou because i reached for it i stretched out my white pale shaky hand but i thought of you and i couldn't do it too much pain too much just too much to even think properly anymore and i fell in a heap on the floor i was a wreak and i wanted to die to commit suicide but the thought of leaving you well that was worse than dying than living than floating into nothingness it would be like drowning having the water swallow you up and not knowing which way is the top seeing the last few bubbles of air float away seeing the last few bubbles those bubbles of love and happiness and anger and envy gone and never to return to you and then finally floating down to the bottom of the water so buried in your lies secrets and deceit that you cant swim up because they keep dragging you down so you have to admit to them and let them go and soon enough your life is coming back to you the blood is pulsing through the veins underneath your skin that's what it would be like to leave you because even when im at my deathbed you will always be in me in my heart so i can now take my life knowing you'll be forever with me therefore i ask you hand me the knife.


Submitted: June 21, 2010

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