My life and world

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
My life and other ramblings

Submitted: June 17, 2011

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I like my life, I do. I have no reason not to like my life. Beautiful family, loving friends. I have always been thoughtful, i overthink. Im even overthinking about why i overthink.  I sing, not publicly but for my passion the enjoyment, the feeling of belonging i suppose that somewhere i have my place in the world. I love my life, i like school, I laugh alot at things that arent funny, but they make life what it is. I feel happy, but i sometimes feel something missing. My Dad, my dad i dont have anymore, he is with me but I miss him so much always. Religion. I wasnt brought up religious i dont know what to believe but i have my ideas. it has always scared me i dont know why. again i feel its the self doubt am i good enough. Am i good enough? And why do i ask that? Good enough for what? What makes me seperated, for i dofeel seperated i always do but the reason hasnt yet come to me. Love, that word. Just a tiny word. i think i know of it, but I am young, 15. Many people think thats too young to know at all. And perhaps I am, i dont know yet, but i enjoy the learning although it hurts. i want to be in love. The boy, the boy i see i see inside him, he is shy like me, he is akward he is beautiful. But i dont know. And i think thats what makes things interesting. But im in love with my singing, and that idea. I hear a song and i burn to sing it and for now that  is my love.


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