Wothless Emotions

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I realised that I am really mean underneeth and this is me comfrunting my uglyness.

Submitted: February 27, 2011

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When I look at myself in the mirror, I see meaness and selfishness. I am cruel and I use people. I want evrything. I as I get. But when someone else asks, I deny what they want because I am selfish. It has to go my way, and if it doesn't then I scream, I fight, I get angry. It has to do with me or I. Don't. Care. I don't share when others share with me. I am crule. I I hit people if they touch my book wrong. I scream it they said something not knowing that they pissed me off. I yell at then if they something I don't want them to do. I am controlling. I am selfish. I am cruel. I am mean. I am unfair. I am worthless. I could go away and people I was mean to wouldn't notice. they would be happy I was gone. They wouldn't have to put up with my verbal abuse, my physical abuse, my mental abuse. They would straighten out and be just fine. NOW, if I were to stay they would have mental problems, probably have mental break downs I'm so mean. I crawl under there skin and find out what makes, them, tick. I seem nice listening to all their problems. I listen to their drama, give them advice and tell them what to do. But in reality, I. Don't. Care. I don't care if they have a crush on Tom or Jim. I don't care if their mother called them fat, or if their grandparent's died. I. Don't. Care. I just want the dirt so that when I get pissed I can yell and scream. I can use them and tell them that their grandparent's aren't coming back. That Tom or Jim hate ther guts. That their mother was right, that their fat. I use them for my own gain. So I can make myself feel better. Told you I'm mean... Told you I'm selfish... Told you I'm cruel... And in all this, I told you I. Am. Worthless.


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