stupidity

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
this is just one of my life stories; sent to relieve the pain stuck inside of me.

Submitted: January 16, 2017

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Submitted: January 16, 2017

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“I’M NOT HOPEFUL THAT I WILL MARRY YOU”. It hurts more than anything I can’t even breathe. This is my reward for being so patient since day one I met him. How can I have the thought that one day he will take me as his lawful wife? How can I let myself be stupid like this? Am I stupid to be hopeful and excited every time he said inshallah whenever I asked him about our future together? Am I stupid to be hopeful whenever he said I’m precious; someone he will never ever forget and stop loving? Am I stupid to be hopeful to ever think that one day my long painful wait will end? Am I stupid to still believe in this relationship, this love; that obviously will never have a happy ending? Am I stupid to still love him til I forget to love myself? I think I AM. I KNOW I AM. I promised to close my heart and my eyes for him. I have realised that I’m slowly slitting my heart by being with him since I decided to be with him regardless of all the signs He has shown to do the opposite. PAGAL. I know. I know that yet I’m still here. COULD I BE ANY MORE STUPID THAN THIS?


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