Me myself and I.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
Can figure live out, can figure me out.

Submitted: July 20, 2012

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Feeling desperate, can cope the dispare of not knowing what to do next, it feels normal to diss a couple of pears, because i dont know who i am, is not insane i know my name, so out with the sane, and in with the real, because nothing is real, and everything i was thaught, is not for real. So im in absolute zero, no energy to stress, dont ask me im mute, its evil, theres no pain, just a knot in my chest, im standing at point break, let the waves sweep me away, trying to find a handle, to help me handle this is too random. So many years of learning, cand believe i aint ready, for this, feels like an eternity just waiting. i cant move up, i need a forklift now, i dont take pills, but get me some morphine, cut me open, i got to start morphing with a clock, because times are changing, and im not moving with it, Im a grown man who forgot how to walk. All I know is that I dont know anything, that states confusions in me, and my ignorance makes me hungry, and that life underestimates me, because I stand on her values, because I seen her drunk, chuging on that hourglass, because up to now my life has been a total waste of time. There ain't sand in my dreams and everything I see is dirt, and to me is not fine, that I keep paying fines, for not going fast enough, and there are too many paths infront, I dont want to keep getting lost. I am my own island and that's a lie. News flash I dont know myself, and it's mine no one else owns the same shell, I need to learn me, but there aren't any books on the shelf. I envy other people succes, mine is just a whore sucking in excess, and when she changes she just comes out looking like the devil in a sunday dress. I went to church for answers, they wanted to force senses into my head, I refuse so I come out with nonsense.


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