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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Thrillers  |  House: Booksie Classic
If you could talk to your addictions what would they say? And will they always be by your side?

Submitted: August 25, 2014

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Submitted: August 25, 2014

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"Oh little girl are you planning on leaving me again?
Didn't they tell you that the blood keeps you running back to me on the bad times."
"They never told me... They told me I would forget everything"
"And you believed their lies?"
"No not until I tried it for the third time then I couldn't stop."
"How long do you think you will leave me this time?"
"I never wanted this."
"But you got it. You know you want to do it just one more time."
"No stop tempting me."
"One more scare on that skin what is it?"
"I can't..." 
"Yes you can you did it before just remember how I made you feel."
"Shut up I will not..."
"I will wait here until your weakest moment you will see I am your only friend soon."
"Oh knife you were right... You were the only one here. Unfortunately this is goodbye because I am leaving today!"
"I told you. Just use me to end it... Good bye little girl. You who stained my blade. I lied I was never your friend I was your only real enemy. Your mind now you're bleeding for nothing but a simple lie."

*****

"You are not as beautiful as them you know you see what they are speaking of."
"I know but what do you want me to do I have already stopped eating breakfast?"
"Who told you that was enough? You think missing Breakfast will make you beautiful there is other meals and more to do to be skinny!"
"You're right but I am not strong enough for that."
"I can help you just stay strong listen to me."
"One bite of toast is fine..."
"Being fat is fine you just won't be able to get a boyfriend."
"You're right I will just throw it away."
"Of course I am right."
"This water is ice cold I can't stand it."
"If you make it warm you will not lose many calories just a little longer."
"I can't sleep I hurt so much."
"But beauty is pain hang in there."
"How did I get this bad I can't even breathe."
"At least you died trying to be beautiful... Actually you died uglier than you started at."
"But I did what you said?"
"What made you think I cared about you at all?"

*****

"It makes you feel better and skinnier right?"
"Yes... It does."
"But even better it makes you your own person!"
"Yes... It does."
"You love the feeling of losing all your food. It gives you power above everyone else"
"Yes... It does."
"We must keep doing this it makes you happy!"
"Yes... It does."
"Your dying does it hurt?"
"Yes it does but I will keep doing it!"
"Even if you're dying?"
"Why not I have nothing to live for."
"Well that sucks."
"Yes... ... It does."

*****

"It started with a cigar from your father."
"And it is ending with Met."
"Why did yo do it?"
"I wanted to fit in and they accepted me."
"Where are those friends?"
"Some got caught... Some got killed and some got out of the circle... But all of them are gone."
"What about your family?"
"They all gave up on me."
"Have you given up on yourself?"
"I never had hope."
******

"Just stay in bed no one will notice you're not at school."
"I don't need you to tell me what I already know."
"But you don't know you're even worse that what they are kind enough to tell you"
"You mean there is more things wrong with me than they already told me?"
"Oh yes far worse you are full of germs and the air you breath out is deadly. Just you being alive is a sin."
"I can never leave this room."
"That is right! If you leave then all you will do is curse others so stay in."

*****
"They don't know what they are saying they don't know your love is true."
"I know They just don't know our love."
"That jerk he broke your heart... But there are other guy's who needs him he was no fun any way."
"This guy is much better!"
"We should just have a new guy every night then our fun will never end!"
"Yes I agree!"
"He had ads and your dying on your own that sucks for you."
"I only wanted to be loved!"
"Well you did have your mom but you abandoned her for those guys! You got what you wanted and now the consequence."

The End


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