Raven Valentine

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
February 23,2010

Submitted: February 27, 2010

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There's Someone Out In The World For You. Some days you feel alone and there's noone out there for you. It's a lie. Don't Think That Way. My Boyfriend and I have been talking for three years and have been going out now for 4 days. I started talking to him my freshman year when my worst enemy(no name will be mentioned) decided to have him i.m. me on aim. Basically her big plan was to tear my heart out and from what I understand it was by getting me attatched to him and then ripping himself away from me so that I would cry and be miserable. Thank God somewhere in my brain things were working and I figured it out before I could let it happen and not just that but the kid who was assigned to do it admitted to it. He came to find that was just another girl with good intentions. I never was as evil as she had made me out to be. I remember he always wanted to hang out with me but I always pushed him because I was scared it was still part of the set up. Trust was definately an issue the first year we spoke. In the second year I found a boyfriend Jon. I loved him with all my heart and soul but things spiraled downward right after that. I attempted to hang myself and slit my wrists with glass but guess what...that got me nowhere except into a lot of trouble and a hospital. This is our third year of talking and we have become totally inseperable. I love him. He does NOT hit me the way my ex did, he does NOT lie to me, he does NOT curse me out or anything. Instead I'm getting what I've truly deserved all along. A boyfriend who loves me for me, a boyfriend who makes me feel like a real life princess, and a boyfriend who definately deserves an amazing girlfriend. I tell him a lot that I'm never going to be good enough for him but the least I can do is try to be the best to my ability for him. My boyfriend is also an ex suicide attemptee. He lost his mom,sister, and girlfriend. I know I wasn't lucky enough to meet any of them but I'd do anything to meet them. Max's Mom & Sister raised Max right. He knows how to treat a lady. Allison-This is for you from me. You're beautiful from what I've seen in pictures. For some reason I always feel you with me. I have a tear in my eye as I write this because I know you'll always love Max And be with him. I will never take your place and I don't want to, that was never my intention. You will forever be loved in our Max's heart. We both love him and want the best for him. I am so sorry what you went through. I hope you're happier where you are now. Allison I promise you , Autumn , And his Mom That I will always take care of him, love him, and be there for him. I will never leave this kid's side. It just won't happen. I really hope I'm the girl you wanted Max to meet. I think you guys somehow knew we needed each other and that's why we're together. Although we never met I love all three of you. I can't wait to meet you guys! Max- I love you. You've taken so much shit. I know you tire of hearing me say I'm fat and that I don't deserve you but I guess it's the way you say things that make me say it repeatedly. I love the way you make me feel, I love the way you steal my heart, I love how you take my breath away. Let's just put it this way I love you and everything you do and say. You are forever going to be my baby. I will never let you go. I hope I die before you because I could honestly tell you I can never go a day from this point foward without you. I'm so happy in three years you never gave up on me. I love you so much with all my heart and soul and I truly hope I am everything you, your mom, your sister, and Allison hoped for you to have. February 23,2010 is the day forever began. <3


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