I bow my head in shame
my eyes fill up with tears
I never meant to disappoint you
I never meant to hurt you.
So I'll just slam down one more drink
I'll regret it in the morning
Don’t look at me like that
I know what you seeing
trust me I hate myself too.
I bet you wish you never got the chance to know me
that I way I won't be able to hurt you.
I love you I always will but for now
I'll grab another bottle
Take another drink
Just one more
I'll forget this ever happened
I wish you could see inside me and not through me
Maybe then you could understand
why this bottle holds more than alcohol
why I pour in down my throat
Maybe you'll understand why i cant take my hand from the bottle
I said I would try
I can’t promise anything else
I love you, you’re like a mom
All I can say is I’m sorry
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