Strain of my Loving Soul

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
I wrote this as it is how i'm feeling towards my ex at this moment, we have a child together and I want to know whether to tell her how I feel, anyone got any advice?

Submitted: December 09, 2011

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Submitted: December 09, 2011



Loving you is continuous pain

Unreciprocated Love is a mental drain


The thoughts of what if? When? How? And Maybe

It’s enough to drive the insane crazy


I need to lose this self destruction on which I dwell

I’m living a nightmare, my very own hell


I can’t find anyone to compare with you

You’re my best friend, my soul mate

My love for you is true


I know you have things to discover

 And life lessons to learn

This waiting game I play is a persistent burn


There must be a time when I can move on

And show I’ve put right where once was wrong


You may or may not regret what we could have had

But I know you so well that you will never be sad


A true beauty like you will never be alone

I just hope he’s a better man than me

To take me off my throne


When you find someone new

I really don’t know what I would do

Paranoia and jealousy

I know just what I would put myself through


But one thing I know I will still be loving you

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