The End Parts I - III

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Written by me and my good friend who is the inspiration for this trilogy of poems of a time of heartbreak and recovery

Submitted: November 26, 2011

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The End

Part I

 

You were my perfect angel, my star, my everything

Then one day you cut through it with your blade of ice

As cold as your heart had become

An unsympathetic figure to human nature

 

Communication was meaningless and distant

Physical relations were no more

Inside I knew the final outcome

But my false defences of denial masked the realisation of our fate

 

You had grown apart from me and betrayal was your means of escape

You had driven me to be a stranger in my own body

Someone I didn’t know anymore

The day of your departure came as a release,

 A weight lifted, my new found freedom

 

The End

Part II The Suffering

 

Since you left me there has been crazy days and mixed up ways

Behaviour patterns of revenge I have started to deal to you

Although these were not felt or known by you

 

Realisation soon begins to strike, the darkness of loneliness

Overwhelming anxieties and deep sadness are now my world

A failure I feel I have become

 

The long dark times of self loathing and more vengeful feelings

And thoughts of punishment spin rapidly through my brain

 

Losing the will to carry on, losing my dignity as my body and mind become unclean

I have hit the bottom of this cess pool

 

 How do I escape?

 

 

The End

Part III The Recovery

 

I have felt and I have suffered

The grieving feelings from a relationship lost

 

The moments and betraying thoughts that this will never end

Then small rays of hope appear and new life begins to bud

Oh so slowly I begin to rebuild and thoughts of you are now less common

 

Years have now past and you have moved forwards

But that doesn’t mean that I’ve moved backwards

 

The chains of sadness I had trapped myself inside have now been released

And now I’m free to live a life and become the real me.

 

 


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