Warrior of the Mind

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
FEELING LIKE YOU DON'T FIT IN AND TRYING TO DEAL WITH YOUR MENTAL STATE

Submitted: September 24, 2011

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Why don’t I fit in?

The square peg in the round hole

 

Visualising fellow man with suspicion and fear

Fear of embarrassment and fear of my capabilities

 

Always expecting a violent confrontation

Ready for action a warrior’s mindset

Plans of attack and defence in my paranoid socially inept mind

 

Am I the bad person for these intrusive yet real thoughts?

I must fade to the background with my fake smile to avoid my fate

Just keep fading away becoming an ignored shape in the distance

 

It’s safer that way

Yet it hurts so much to keep analysing myself

 

The negative karma out to destroy what I have to give

Will not defeat me

 

I must fight on

And become a true warrior to myself.


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