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This is about me, all about me how i feel, somethings i been through

Submitted: January 09, 2012

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Submitted: January 09, 2012




When I lay in bed I just think my life,my world feels so turned and completely insane. Sometimes I feel insane. Laying in my best friends bed, wondering if she knows how frustrated I am. As i dream i knew i needed to write. As I type this i cant help but tear up. People are cruel, and I dont think people really understand whats going on in this world, but I do. Funny, what loosing someone does to you. Lies are even worse, breaks someone in half, its sad really. My whole life felt controlled and I know someone was always on my back, snarling at my actions. They liked it no, they loved it when I did things wrong. I go to bed wishing these things will be a dream, but there not. I like dreaming because there i can go anywhere and no one can tell me no. Sometimes I go somewhere really close to home. I just picture me going through the house, like i did before, just walking and laughing. My body tenses up and I cant move, things around me are floating, and the one person I want to see is texting me, but not really its just in my mind. The mind is a very powerful thing. I never understood why things were happening to me. They happen to me because I let myself see whats out there, it can be scary. I rather open and see something unordinary. No one cares if your different or not around here, then I remember I'm not from around here. I am different.




This is not a finished story, I would like to get some input on this...

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