Mutiple personalities

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
The poems I submit are all like pages out of my diary

Submitted: January 26, 2014

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Submitted: January 26, 2014

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I think I have multiple personalities 
As every emotion washes over me 
One minute I'm smiling a million miles away 
The next I am crying 
There's no words to say 
I think I bit the apple of ever changing tides 
Cause just one day in my life
 is like a fucking roller coaster ride 
When I'm right , I'm wrong 
When I'm up 
something quickly knocks me down a peg or two 
And if I look in control 
I'm fooling me as much as you 
I open my eyes 
The days filled with possibilities 
But it ends up the same 
Exhausted by the ever changing personalities 
It's not you 
It's me 
The way it's always been 
I wash myself clean 
From head to toe 
But somehow I'm still dirty 
I've let myself go 
And I promise myself a day at a time 
When the sun rises 
Everything is always fine 
But as the hours tick tock 
So does my enthusiasm 
As my body twitches 
my head spasms 
If you hear it enough 
Then it's enough to believe 
Even though your sure it's untrue 
You've heard it so much it seems real to you 
The personalities start to peel 
I wonder if I managed to break them one at a time 
Theres a person so deep 
That no one can find 
If I vision myself hard enough 
What will be the conclusion 
I'd probably be standing 
Amongst my own confusion 
For I'm an illusion 
hard like rock 
I can take a mind beating
 and still stand faithful 
Hard to break me 
I'm  like Fort Knox 
You can punish me sideways 
Or straight up and down 
And I'll forgive you in a moment 
For I hold forgiveness golden crown 
Because there's a person in me 
And if she feels one ounce of love 
She'll hang on for dear life 
For a pound would probably be asking to much 
She's willing to forget the hurt you had her see 
And love you with whole heart 
Eternally 
Then there's another girl 
She makes your shit real 
Makes the pleasure feel like nothing you ever did feel 
Makes you aware of how grateful you should be 
Cause nothing in this life gives you better love than she 
She's loyal and strong 
And always out of bounds 
And you worship her feet 
You treasure her ground 
But you don't feel this feeling to long 
For eventually you say something 
And she swallows her tongue
Subdued and submissive 
She crumbles to your needs 
She builds you a fortress 
And always agrees 
Runs for you 
Jumps for you 
Can never reach quite far enough 
Balancing legless to hold you above 
And sometimes a day feels so heavy on her shoulders 
But she switches personalities 
And it lets her become a soldier 
1,2,3,4
She marches along 
And in a second she will have a different apron on 
See.... 
There's many personalities 
They all serve a purpose 
They keep her composed 
So when she feels naked 
She'll actually be fully clothed 
When she feels lost 
She'll no exactly where to be 
Because the personalities 
Switch her to the person she needs you to see 
Am I talking as a third person ?
There all in here with me 
Walk in my shoes 
They fit one of me comfortably ....

 


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