I lay there awake

lay there awake…

I lay there awake, your lips approaching me, for a soft, sweet kiss. A kiss no – one can resist, no – one can miss… you’re kiss. My cheeks turn bright red, my lips, full of emotion…as your lips touch mine, I’m full of devotion. My head grows bewildered, my feelings suddenly change, all that’s stuck in my head, is you’re beautiful name. A name of which I can’t endure, for it’s not just me, you want to bear…

Your face turns pale, as it turns away; it seems our moment would not stay….

I stare at you in the class, you’re opposite me, staring at you, whilst you’re lovers beside me, he try’s to make me look away, but blessed before me, I cannot speak, for shadows are on my side, but the eternal light I cannot hide, one you may wish to seek. He is well…the beast from hell… Cerberus himself, a dog like creature, fierce, precise and aggressive... But my love for you has blasted me away, do not reject, in any way… But there is a line between us; one a part of me wishes to cross, although this feels right, it feels very wrong… The heavens are calling out your name in praise and glory, but there are also cries, of tragedy and misery … I lay there awake, your lips approaching me, for a soft, sweet kiss. A kiss no – one can resist, no – one can miss… you’re kiss. One that can’t be missed, but has to. Do not deny this, my love for you will have to wait, the voices inside are becoming awake…

So I lay there at night, full of fear, full of hate….that the person that loves you... Is the one you hate……