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The experiences of life when you feel pain and there is no where else to turn.

Submitted: January 21, 2007

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Submitted: January 21, 2007



  Pain is more than a feeling it's apart of life. Apart of life that one experiences and has to learn to deal with. The pain that I dealt with drove me to the point that I was numb inside and I couldn't feel anything. The sound of my own heart shattering was far more than I could handle. But after all of that I became numb and I couldn't feel anything. I was screaming and noone could hear me. I was cutting to remember what pain felt like, to see if I could still bleed the way that I used to. But no matter what how deep the blade went into my skin I still couldn't feel it. I was so numb! Wishing that I could feel agian to experience emotions instead of depression. But the fact of being numb has pushed me over the edge and I'm falling and there isn't anyone there to catch me. Not feeling is the worst thing anyone can experience and it's taken over me. I can't break loose and run free agian because it's taken me to a place where I can hear the voice's of others but I can't answer them. I have to break free! I have to go back and feel emotions but I can't because your not here to help me. Your not here to hear me screaming out to you in pain. Your not here to catch me when I fall. But that's your loss because I'm too far gone to come back.

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