I've been changing in so many ways. And now since your gone you'll never see the changes that I'm making. I'm too far gone for you to catch me. And I'm blaming you for that! I don't think you understand what I'm looking for, the answer's to why you left. But I don't care now cause I'm changing and your not here to stop me! Cause I'm too far gone for you to have any effect on me now. So it's all your loss now you know that you should have stayed.
The loss of losing me will bring the worst in you out and everyone will see who you really are. Your true colors will shine! The colors that you showed me prove that your not worth my time nor my tears! I know you feel like your lost right now and you've drifted way to far out but you'll see that you needed me all along.
The pain that I once felt for you and the heartache that I once felt for you is all gone and I can't hold it in anymore it's all coming to the surface now and you'll know that I blame you for it all. It's all on you now and you can't blame me for any of it!
Now I'm blaming you cause I'm too far gone to remember anything that you have done to me. So deal with it!
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