Mama's Cry

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This was a hard one to write. Because I tried to evoke the pain that a mother feels when she has to say good bye to her child. Every day I pray that GOD's says different. #fuckcancer

Submitted: December 21, 2017

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We don’t always shed tears because we are sad

 

Some may even shed a few when they are mad

 

Throughout this time I’ve done both

 

Because knowing that I have no choice but to say good bye is what hurts me the most

 

How can I let you go?

 

How can I prepare myself I don’t even want to know

 

Everyone says be strong

 

Everyone says trust GOD’s plan but what if he is wrong

 

No question I love GOD but sometimes in your darkest moments your faith will waiver

 

How come you can’t come right now LORD and be his savior

 

Throughout this time you kept him strong

 

When we thought it was the end you brought him up and we thought our time would be long

 

I questioned GOD did you give me false hope

 

Knowing you heard my cries and knew I couldn’t cope

 

Lord I’m not ready

 

I’m trying my hardest to trust your plan but I can admit that my faith is unsteady

 

It’s not that I’m selfish

 

I just that I’m still hoping and praying that you will grant me this last wish

 

I’ve seen your miracles so I know your power

 

And I’m going to hold out hope longer than the final hour

 

I am going to hold out hope until that final second

 

Forgive me if your promises of healing were questioned

 

Understand that when you are desperate reality never sets in

 

And no one accepts what is to be the end

 

We can never really say goodbye

 

Our hearts weren’t made to let love die

 

So if I am to be comforted with the promise that I will see him again

 

Why must there be an end

 

Lord someday when I am able to thank you

 

I will say that you loaned me your angel

 

And although I’ll always be thankful for all the time we shared

 

Please understand that I’m scared

 

How do I give him back to you?

 

When holding him forever is all I have ever wanted to do

 

 


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