Anymore this do to want don't I

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A burst of surrender.

Submitted: February 19, 2010

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Anymore this do to want don’t I
 
Can I get any more tired of feeling the lose of me?
Knowing the choices I’ve made as an adult and a child. I’m not a victim.
I’m disgusted by the pain I feel. No one made me do the things I did. I hate that I feel the pain now.
I hate that I want it back now. I want the chances to do it right. To grow up well. To be healthy.
I can’t handle these trips into the pity of my choices. Can I stop it, or them, or me?
I can’t be here again. I fucked up so badly.
I lived like the dead. No respect for life or me. I allowed everything to happen.
And now! I feel the disgust and lose.
I don’t have the right. I don’t deserve purity and hope.
I can’t feel this pain again. I’m tired. Leave me alone.
I don’t want to do this anymore.
 


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