this was written while staring at the person it was directed towards. Every word came from pure emotion

I Love you, I don’t know how else to say it other than to just say it out right. You are an amazing being. I’m glad I got to know you and glad I’ve spent this much time with you. I can’t really say too much about these feelings. I just don’t know how to express it in words. I love your hugs. I love your laugh (even if you don’t). I love talking to you and wish I had done it more. Unfortunately at this point you’re never really alone, and when we do speak it’s usually over the phone, and I don’t like talking about these feelings over the phone, I always prefer to do it in person. I really don’t know what to say other than the fact I love you. Don’t mind my rambling; that never goes away. I really like being around you, it tends to brighten my mood no matter how down I am. When I’m with you, I feel alive; more so than I have ever been. I will miss seeing your face every weekday morning. I promise to keep in touch, and visit as often as I can. I promise you this will not end, I refuse to let it. Although you may never see this message to you, it has sort of helped me; I guess it’s just a fantasy in my head that may never become reality.


Miah, I Miss you, more than you would ever understand, it’s gotten to the point where I can’t sleep. It’s like I love you so much I can’t bear to be apart for this long, I certainly don’t know how I’m going to get through college at this point. I may just have to come home every weekend to see you. As much as I’d like to say this is just a crush, it isn’t. I’ve fallen in love with you. I love it but hate it at the same time. You have someone, I don’t but could. I don’t exactly know what I will accomplish writing this, mainly because I don’t think you will ever read this, but if you do it may be anonymous, well the fact that you won’t know It’s for you, I mean it won’t have your name anywhere in it. I’m guessing you will be able to tell it’s for you. I may just post this as a note on Facebook. Just to see if you read it and know it’s for you. Why is it a fall for the ones I will never be able to have? Rhetorical question, don’t answer it. I don’t need your sympathy, just your love. Or at least something that says you feel the same way towards me even to the same extent. That would be amazing. Of course I’m not sure I would believe you if you did confess that…Maybe because I’ve learned to do that, just not trust anyone when it comes to love. Yes I’m definitely posting this as a note on Facebook, I think I will do that now.

Submitted: July 13, 2013

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